Lull.

I sort of lost the FLR focus over the last week or so. MissusB did, too. I can't say I'm sure what happened or if anything happened really, but I stopped feeling the feeling.  MissusB thinks it is because two weekends ago she let me have orgasms two days in a row. I tend to doubt it is that, but I can't say for sure. Basically, it seemed like my sex drive just evaporated. I had tried to conjure some fantasies to start myself up, but it was getting nowhere. We got along fine. The chores stayed done. Wednesday MissusB had a medical procedure scheduled that should make her feel quite a bit better day to day. Andticipation of that could have been some part of whatever I was feeling. Afterward, she was pretty knocked down and still isn't close to her normal self.

It was a good chance to get back in the habit of taking care of her. Also we talked a bit about things. For one reason or another, for the last few nights, I've been giving her bedtime back, neck, and butt rubs. The first one of these was the first time I'd been turned on at all in about a week. I could feel myself start to shift back to where I like to be and where I do best.  Today I get to put it all to good use. I clean a lot less when my wife is home, mostly because we do things together instead. So since she has been home for the last 5 days, there's lots of cleaning to do.

I'm off to go clean.